I hate that there’s days where I wanna get better and I wanna be a good person who’s actually nice and kind but then there’s day where I want to DESTROY MYSELF like OBLITERATE my mental health.
It’s like I have to be a mean, selfish bitch because if I’m not then who am I? Idk but also I can’t STAND positive people who be saying stuff like take it one day at a time🧍🏽♀️It just pisses me off like I want this to be OVERRRRRR!!!!