September 23, 2022 Life is full of surprises

 

Dear Diary,

"Even when at times it doesn't feel like it, life is beautiful."


Hii,
Winter is coming as it has started getting dark at 6 pm only.
Idk why people like winters, I don't like it.
Its 9:30pm, I am sitting on the terrace from past one hour.
Day was fine but like other past few days, I wasted it simply by lying down on the bed all the time.
In the evening I went to the park but didn't felt like having a walk so today I couldn't complete my 10k steps,  I completed around 3k steps only but nevermind. I sat there for the usual time.
I didn't followed the diet today coz of the cravings. I thought that from tomorrow onwards 2-3 days I won't be able to eat so let's eat whatever I want.
Today I tried licious ready to eat biryani but didn't liked it.

Anyways I have to cook dinner now but I don't want to go down, I mean I am liking it here,  chilling wind is blowing and its quiet here, silence, only in background sound of different things from surroundings.
Idk why but I am feeling little weak today, I feel  like resting my head on the pillar.

Today papa sent me 2 proposals and asked whom I like etc, the thing is that one of the proposal is from the guy living in the same country and even same city where S lives. I find it weird, why does Universe do things which reminds me of him and one of the photo of that guy was in the exact same place where he also went with his family and he had sent me the pictures that time. 
What,  are my parents having no issues regarding distance and all now, it was for him only? Idk if I should take this further or not coz if things go well, living in his city can be a disaster.

Dear, diary I don't want to go down back to my home now coz it feels good here, silence, peace, even no music, everything seems fine, I am quiet, its just that I am not happy.
But I need to cook as I am craving for something and I need to wake up early tomorrow for the tooth extraction, maybe after dinner, I will come back again or I will sleep. Idk for now.
Bye!

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