Dear Diary, I finished today’s shift. I know the main problem I currently need to tackle is my sleep schedule.
Winter has begun. It’s autumn equinox. National holiday? Not for me. But that’s okay because I met students who has transfer admission exam tomorrow and could say good luck to them.
I often think about what is it like to live without depression… and/or the way I reflect things I face with. I feel like this is a chronic thing. So I forgot what is it like to feel pure joy. I feel like I am always feeling down little bit. Or is this adult thing?
Some hours later…
You know what? I think I am feeling okay. Not completely healthy yet not that unhealthy. —Calm—
These days I am riding roller coaster but it goes up and down between underground and just above ground surface.