I hate it when my mom brings up my eating habits to my family because then I have to listen to them telling me to eat and to stop doing what I’m doing, I understand that they care and they don’t want my health to decline but at the same time it just PISSES ME OFF!!! Why can’t my mom keep this stuff secret??? Why is it whenever something bad happens to me personally she goes and tells everyone? It won’t kill her to ask me “¿oye tú quieres que le diga al resto de la familia o solamente esto se queda entre nosotras?” I just HATE when she does that I don’t like it AT ALL!!!!
Plus I’ve been dealing with this over like maybe 2 years?
I know enough about this and myself to know it comes and goes, yea there’s periods in my life where I starve myself but I have acknowledged that doing that is not good and it makes things worse so I always try my best to eat at least something and at the end of the day my y mostly happens when I’m feeling really down and depressed which is like maybe 2 or 3 weeks maybe a month or 2? After that i slowly start to feel better and start eating normally again.
I don’t want my mom to know about this because she’s gonna notice when I’m not eating even more now and will force me to eat and that just stresses me out and makes me so angry and just makes me feel worse about myself. I wish I could open up to her about this but it’s like she doesn’t listen, sue listens to everyone and everything else BUT ME! Like listen to me I’m the one who has been struggling with this I know about this more than you so just listen to me because I know how to make myself better I just can’t do it alone.