Dear Diary,
You know why we are not getting okay?
Coz we want to be fixed by the same person who broke us. That's why.
Hi, when I woke up in the morning, I wasn't feeling okay, I wanted to talk to him desperately, I tried to avoid but I ended up calling him, I felt better for sometime but it worsened my sadness more, I was left more heart broken.
Idk why it's so difficult for me to move on but I definitely want to right now.
I talked to many people today starting with Mandeep, he asked me to do video call so I did, it felt little better talking to him but then I talked to Arihant and his intellectual thoughts and conversation, it helps sometimes maybe today also, then I had a small chat with that insta guy, then I texted Dr Rahul Ranjan, he always says he is very happy when I text him first.