September 13, 2022

 

Dear Diary,

"Be COOL, no matter what!"

Hi,

Basically I am writing this for 12th but its 13th midnight 1:21 am.

Dear diary, I was supposed to go to the dentist in the morning and I was feeling lazy in waking up, I chose sleep over the appointment.

I made an excuse to myself that it's raining outside and how much I hate to step out in rain and today it isn't paining so much so I will go tomorrow and above that I was confused where to go either I should go to AIIMS with the appointment or Govt dental College, so big confusion.

So , I decided to sleep rather than going anywhere.

I tried to make the day productive, I completed 3-4 things out of my big to do list.

I wanted to tick one or two more check boxes but you know how lazy I am.


I have caged myself in this flat, I have just cut off myself from the outer world.

I don't want to go out, for everything I need I just get it delivered to my place whether it is veggies or anything.


Again I have booked an appointment for tomorrow at AIIMS I will go there maybe if I woke up early and didn't procrastinate it.


Ufff, life is so painful, already having this toothache and to add cherry on cake, my waist has also started hurting so much like before I mean like it used to be one or two years back. I am dying of that pain, even though I don't sit that much, nor its the that time of month, Idk why. It was correctly mentioned in the horoscope that I will be unwell in the second half of the year and see it all has started.


Life is all about eating painkillers and little soup these days. It's really getting worse now, the waist pain which I am experiencing at the moment. 


I wish I could get some massage atm but there are many cons of living alone.


Anyways, it was a good day, I have experimented something today that giveaway thing let's see if it works or not.


Dear diary, I am manifesting something here, I want that all the negativity from me and around me vanishes. 

I wish I get all the things or I should say what all I am Destined for.
I wish for some miracles and romance. 💌
Goodnight 🎃

Diary, the pain is just unbearable right now, I ate a painkiller again, the pain made me cry, I just can't bear it, I am feeling so uneasy, I can't even lie down properly.


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