September 08, 2022 #264

Dear Diary, I worked two days in a row. Just two. That’s it. Not five. And what I was doing was basically sitting in front of the pc and playing with Canva. Sometimes students needed me but that’s it. 

Why am I this tired? 

I need to have full time job but is it possible thinking rationally…? 

I don’t want to think about future because it makes me extremely sad. I don’t see myself in my future. I don’t intend anything though. Can’t imagine 

Well I bought geraldton wax twigs today. I don’t know I just wanted when I saw them. The texture of its petals are very interesting. And its leaves smell zesty like lime. But interestingly, I couldn’t reach any information about uses of it, except for cooking.