September 03, 2022

 

Dear Diary,

"If you ever feel lonely,just move out. There is a whole world outside."


Hi,
The night was uneasy, I tried sleeping, it wasn't a sound sleep I mean I woke up many times as I felt in sleep that I am not comfortable, it was like I was sleeping but a lot of things were going in my subconscious mind which kept me awake, later around 5 am I played a Bhajan"akchytum keshvam" and plugged the earphones and then I tried to sleep and luckily it worked I fell asleep.
I did something I shouldn't have done, I don't usually lie to people or anyone but I texted a partial lie to someone but it sort of worked and I was satisfied.
Today I was just resting as I feel weak, I haven't eaten proper meals since yesterday, I try to not to think about things which are not meant for me.  I try to smile, laugh and be happy.
As someone says believe in life, I hope so I know I will only get those things which are destined for me.

I hope I could have a good sleep tonight as it is the therapy.

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