Dear Diary
Ok, first of all, since I'm doing this with text to speech, hey, might be weird for a little bit, well, not for a little bit, but some stuff might not make sense because the voice recognition thing didn't pick it up correctly, or maybe I just mumble too much.and the moth genus with voice recognition because I'm driving, and I don't have the time to write, so that's also why my boss noticed that it's a lot faster to put words down than I thought it would be. I text people a lot with voice recognition slash text to speech, because I drive a lot to and from work mostly, and I just noticed like a couple minutes of talking is several large paragraphs worth writing, so I think I prefer this way anyways. And you can see even here, just me saying that I, like Texas speech, takes up a whole 5 minutes of reading.
Anyways, I want to talk about something, me and my girlfriend talked about tonight, or I guess last night since this morning for me, because I work night shift. So basically, I told her about my feelings on her friends, or specifically mostly just 2 of them and all my issues with her relationship with them, and why I bothered me, and so far, it looks pretty good. It just turned 7 and 13 minutes ago, and she woke up about 15 minutes ago, roughly, and she said, good morning, and she complimented me on something. I sent a picture of me specifically, so I think she's not in the worst mood, but she didn't really eat address, everything I said, and I said a lot, like, it was a solid, probably, 5 or 6 paragraphs worth of stuff, and she didn't really address it at all. She just kind of read it said good morning, and that was it. So I asked her for thoughts, comments, questions or concerns, and she says, she's willing to compromise on my issues, I told her that she didn't like have to completely block a person or anything, but just level down, certain aspects of her relationship with them, and I know, in this context, it makes it sound bad, but basically, I just didn't like how much time she was spending with them and how into her life they are like, they're always asking to call her and talk taking her places and buying her things and. Her passwords, so certain accounts and whatnot, and I was just really sick of it because as her boyfriend, I feel like a lot of those kind of privileges should be exclusive to me, so what I proposed to her was that we set up a schedule or routine kind of thing where certain hours of the day are for us, and then certain hours of the day are for her and our friends, and then certain hours can be me, her and her friends if she wanted to do that, and I feel like it will help a lot, even if it's not a normal thing to do in most relationships, but her being the way she is, I feel like I'll be really productive to us and even just to her exclusively, because this is her first relationship, and being as sheltered as she was, she didn't really understand relationships and how they worked or that sort of thing, even now, she's still kind of says things that don't really make sense, not even just about relationships, but like money, for example, she's never really had to manage her own money or anything, so she'd say something like I need to save for gas buy this but I guess she didn't understand that gas is more of a casual spending something that you don't really need to save for unless you're super broke so I had to explain that to her and that's ok with me like I don't mind explaining anything to her and if anything I enjoy it I enjoy teaching her things and informing her even though I'm only a year or 2 older not even really to my life a little bit over one probably one and a half I've had to grow up a lot faster than people my age so I've learned a lot of things early on and all of them and I'm a lot more experience than most people my age to do, it just seems like a set way to work things out for us.
a set way