August 26, 2022

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Dear Diary,  I give lots of love to my friends and then expect in return I want love but they dont give it to me. This is extremly exhausting. This situation started to be got bored. I think I will give up. I want to be with them to help them I want them to help me when I was bad.... They just break my hurt. I must always remember we are not friends some of them. I sustain this relationship to help  them when they want . 



Onlarla içimden geldikçe konusursam bu bir arkadaşlık olur. Kendi belirledigim bazı günlerde konusursam bu rutin bir görev olur, içinde çok az duygu barındırır. Acı çekmemek için bu ikincisini yapmaliyim. Sevgimi verdigim kisiden sevgi beklemem dogal. Sevgiyi ilgiliyi onlardan bekledigim için kendimi suclamamaliyim bu dogal bir sonuç . Ama bu verirken alma beklentisi içinde olmamam gerektigi gercegini degistirmez. Bunu nasıl yenecegim? 


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N
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Aug 26, 2022 · 30 views

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N
new teacherSep 1, 2022

I think we must get ride of our expectations. ıf we dont want anything from them,then we wont be upset

V
VirginiaAug 28, 2022

Tbh, we're at the same point, even though I care about them, they pretend to care for me but most of the time, I couldn't open my heart and how I feel exactly, well I choose to keep my distance currently, I don't have any friends at all but I don't give a shit because the more friends I have, the more disappointment I have.

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