21/08/2022
0645(Sunday) (-1•C with frosty condition)
Back to home after a hectic sleepover shift.
Warm bed and cold heart just like the weather today. Dark, cold and frosty.I was watching some TikTok in bed before starting my assignment (due tomorrow). Tears rolled down, and drown me in the pool of memories again. One part of my heart is still cold, cold enough to freeze my entire heart and brain. I know it will warm up only by the touch of that person with whom I haven’t spoken for couple of years now, and is beyond impossible.
Sorry for being ambitious, sorry for choosing and chasing my dreams and Career over you. Sorry for being rude when you were forcing me to return back to you leaving all my dreams.
😭 sorry for everything.
How strange,how everything changed so quickly, I used to be an essential part of you for almost 10 years and now I’m totally a stranger. 😭😭😭
Bitch!
Not again, stop being silly. Focus on your assignment, it’s your last semester and you cannot afford to be lazy and silly.