Fetus

 

[ENTRY 115..✍️]

My older sister is pregnant. She's already 28 but it still shocked me. The series of changes that's going to happen from this occurence alone created a turbulence in my head and it wasn't a pleasant sensation. She's going to get married, live with her boyfriend on another island, take the cats with her..

We've lived together all our lives and it was just like yesterday when she playfully wrestled me on the old couch in our grandparents' place and I kicked her face and her tooth fell off. We were just children then. Now, she's going to have a child of her own.. I can't believe it. Things are changing too fast and it makes me hate time even more. My little sister and I will be alone.. I have to be independent.. This is probably the last shove I need to get out of my comfort zone and finally be an adult and I dread every bit of it. The pressure..

It's unnerving.

I'm the only one in the family our older sister entrusted this information to yet, strictly forbidding me to tell anyone and though I gave my word of secrecy, I broke it. Sorry. I just had to tell my little sister for both of their sakes. The younger witch has a tendency to complain a lot when the older witch gives her an errand or something and they end up arguing and raising each other's voices, and that's bad for the baby now. As much as possible, we mustn't stress the pregnant lady in the house. And if lil sissie should remain ignorant of big sissie's state and proceed to vex the latter with her stubbornness, she'd feel extremely bad about it later on once she learns the news and then beat herself into thinking she should've treated our eldest better. I made her swear to feign the same stunned expression when older sister would tell her about it, whenever that is. I thought I reacted pretty fine when big sissie broke the news to me but it wasn't until I saw how the youngest took it that I realized how different our reaction was because she looked happy. The little bitch was actually happy. She was smiling in delight and excitement and was even almost teary-eyed when she said: "Oh my gosh, congratulations to her!"

Congratulations.. Damn. I didn't even say that word. What an idiot. That's what you normally say when an adult is pregnant.. I displayed a surprised emotion, yes, but it contained neither ecstacy nor disappointment.

Our older sis showed me the picture of the ultrasound she just had this morning and the bitch literally has a tiny organism inside her stomach that's going to grow into a person…

By Jove..
A baby ..
That's practically the most expensive pet in the world.

In the evening, whilst my younger sis and her boyfriend were preparing for dinner, she grew suspicious about the eldest's pregnancy and asked me whether I was only making it up to manipulate her into doing more of the household chores. Of course I wasn't. Did she really think of me that demented?

But to be honest.. that was actually a good idea. I should've done that last year .. Hmm.

Also, I just realized Jesus is asian...
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