Dear Diary,
Time changes everything, sometimes its good but most of the time it hurts.
Hii diary,
I wanted to write about past 3 days, it was Sunday, I got to know that his parents have fixed meeting with Tumul, and its obvious I was disheartened, 2-3 days back he said me that when we know that nothing is gonna happen We have no future then what's the point of being there and moving on he is not like me saying no to people directly instead he is a typical business person thinking that here is no future so when he is getting a good proposal so he should try it but I will appreciate him for the thing that till yesterday he didn't contacted her although he had her number from June or before that I don't remember although how many times her family asked him to call her but he didn't instead I talked to many people in between although I said no but I talked to them with my consent. He said that I should be less judgemental and give people a fair chance so that I can know them.
I saw her pictures and I myself liked her and I feel he would have liked her too but there is a slight chance that she wouldn't like him maybe on the physical appearance rest all he is awesome.
Anyways so we had a long and good conversation that day maybe coz it was the last proper conversation we had as my parents were coming here next day and I wouldn't be able to talk to him properly. I could see in his eyes getting little emotional at times but him being him not letting the emotional side come out and for once I told him that don't give such expressions coz I have controlled my emotions very difficulty.
Although the day passed yesterday we had a small conversation. But today it was nil, I didn't texted him nor does he, ir was his voice which I was hearing whenever I woke up in the morning since months but I was different today, I feel bad at times but I have to accept this.