Dear Diary, It's been a while. I met up with school friends last Friday. It was fun. Our lives turned out so different than I've imagined.
I feel like something is going on between Rev and me.
I don't know what is it.
It feels like attraction, but at the same time it doesn't.
It's like a weird game of push and pull.
We don't catch up often, but when we meet, it's like sparks between us.
I've observed that he always tries to have physical contact (like touching palm of my hands, flicking my forehead playfully, arm wrestling etc.)
I don't know what to think of it any more.
I've always seen Rev as my friend, but he gives off a different vibe.
Anyway, I know he won't catch up with me for another couple of months.
Weird guy...