Dear Diary,
Love should be freeing right? At least that's how I view it. It is something that whwn you feel it, it's like a breathe of fresh air. Like you can fully breathe in it and feel comfort. It should not feel controlled. It should not feel stricted. It should not be like this.
I want to love and breathe at the same time. I do not like being constricted and feel being owned.
I am not this type of person so why am I letting someone do this to me. I feel like I do not know myself anymore. It feels like a trap.
Love feels different for everyone. But I think this is not the love for me.