Dear Diary,
Just fly. Fly into this one life, and let this life fly right into you.
Hi, it was my papa's birthday today,
dear diary, it was fine day but just unproductive, I don't know why mood is off right now, maybe I know, today I baked a nearly perfect cake in the morning, made some chicken tikkas, writing this in laptop and getting irritated by this error detector while writing as seeing those red lines under words as I am forgetting to space after commas, celebrated my papa ka birthday in the evening, today I have said goodbye to S and I said I don't want to be just friend with him as somedays back he told me that I should marry someone in his country and his city and be his lifetime friend as he can't have extra martial affair with me when we will get married to our respective partners in future as we can't marry each other, but I said no to the friendship because I don't want only friendship from him, atleast for now I want more, I want attention, care everything but he is giving none,he has not texted me from 3 days, so today I said sent him a message saying that I don't want to be a friend and I don't like this communication gap, so goodbye,etc.and not to text back and after that I have turned my whatsapp off so that even if he texts me back I will not read it for atleast sometime, this time I am done, and I am annoyed because of this only, I don't know why I liked him so much that I don't wanna give a try to any other person.
Okay leave it for now.
I am not at all excited about Vinita's engagement because I got my periods today and I don't wanna travel like this atleast 5 hours long journey, and I don't want to go shopping in these rainy days so I ordered some clothes online but I guess they are not arriving according to my timing, I should have ordered it one or two days earlier, let's see what I am gonna wear now.
I want to attend her engagement but I don't want to go out of this comfort zone.
Although, it will be a good change for me, day journey and that too alone, I will have a me time.
Okay diary, I ate the pineapple which I planted, happy to share that it was very sweet.
I guess "sabr ka fal meetha hota hai" is made keeping pineapple in mind.
My cute pineapple's picture, although it does not exist now.