Dear Diary, i’ve been making a lot of marks on my body. i did it when i was working out, and in the shower, and even after the shower. i barley feel anything when i make them anymore. i have one on my leg that i think is funny.
they make me feel in control. i feel as though i have such little control over my feelings and my words, but every time i make marks i feel in complete control of myself. i like them a lot, i like them better than any other person could. i wish people didn’t treat them as if they were a bad thing. they comfort me when no one else can.