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Oct 22
Dear Diary, sometimes i relapse just so i can reset my tracker…. what a useless reason
Oct 06
Dear Diary, i hate it here in this head of mine. it’s perfect until my brain isn’t preoccupied anymore. think; all i do...
Sep 29
Dear Diary, i haven’t been here in a while because i’ve been feeling good recently. things have been really good, but fo...
Aug 10
Dear Diary, i try not to follow my peers online. i don’t really like many people so i’m not interested in seeing what th...
Aug 09
Dear Diary, i love to tell myself all the time that i ain’t shit. my mantra to myself is how useless i am and how little...
Aug 07
Dear Diary, my relationship with food is complicated. i suppose i should preface with this a trigger warning. it’s nothi...
Aug 04
Dear Diary, i had therapy today and it went pretty well. after that me, my brother and sister, ma, and stepdad all went...
Jul 31
Dear Diary, sometimes i start thinking about him. most of the time it’s just a fleeting thought, i can occupy myself rat...
Jul 28
Dear Diary, i feel weird, as per usual. i miss my friend, and i feel an overwhelming sense of hopelessness. i don’t expe...
Jul 27
Dear Diary, i made a new internet pal a few days ago. it’s rare for me to find someone i enjoy talking to, and meeting p...
Jul 24
Dear Diary, so my relation with my dad the first 14-15 years of my life was depressing. i found myself longing for his c...
Jul 23
Dear Diary, sometimes anxiety gnaws at my stomach and i feel nauseous, but i don’t really know the reason. i hadn’t had...
Dear Diary, sometimes i see things on the internet that make my skin crawl. it’s not what you’d expect, i’m comfortable...
Jul 21
“i’m a fucking retard. i’m the stupidest son of a bitch on earth to have believed such obvious lies. someone like me? so...
Jul 19
Dear Diary, i find myself disappointed by every social interaction i have. maybe my ego is still fragile, but i internal...