Moving on

Dear Diary, It's been 2 months since I broke up with him. Sometimes I miss him and sometimes resent him.

Often I have an urge to text him and tell him how much I miss him...

And then I remember how he made me feel like an object...

I don't remember if he ever looked at me with love...

I was like a conquest for him...

I felt so worthless...

Why did I go out with him? Not because I loved him. Because I was in love with the idea of dating him.

Hope I won't ever see or talk to him again...