Dear Diary,
I don’t know if this is a positive thing it not. Today and also yesterday, I googled for some job. Good!
Then lost my confidence/motivation and mental energy. Baad!
I think I should have a full time job while I am young and fresh. Yeah that’s how it work here.
If this is like voluntarily will of mine, it is positive thing. I might reach out career adviser sooner or later
I don’t know