June 11, 2022 #191

Dear Diary, 

I don’t know if this is a positive thing it not. Today and also yesterday, I googled for some job. Good! 

Then lost my confidence/motivation and mental energy. Baad! 

I think I should have a full time job while I am young and fresh. Yeah that’s how it work here. 

If this is like voluntarily will of mine, it is positive thing. I might reach out career adviser sooner or later 

I don’t know