June 10, 2022

Past 2 days have not been less than a roller coaster ride for me. My worst fear something that was actually good for me but I was just dreading it for a long time happend 2 days ago. Initially like yesterday I was really anxious it felt as if my world is going to collapse well partly it was because I was sleepless and hungry. Then I met HIM, since I was really anxious and cranky he had to put up with my tantrums but he being himself never complained. And I didn’t feel anxious at all with him . It was as if his presence was calming me down. And the last part when we were in car and I was laying on his knee, I just wanted the world to freeze there, I’ve never felt happier. Now coming to that thing it’s occurrence has helped me to love him even more it’s like a burden has been removed from my shoulders. My love for him has increased manifolds after this. It’s more free in a sense and much more real now.