Dear Diary, It's been a hectic day. I really don't feel good right now. Maybe I am coming down with the flu. But why do all the bad things happen together? Like one after the other, you don't know when it will end. Last week I sprained my leg, then my mum falls sick and now I will be the one lying on the bed 24hrs. Not gonna lie, I really love doing nothing and basically being on bed rest the whole day, lol, but I have less than 10 days to move to an entirely new state and city and start a new job and life. I am honestly not mentally or physically prepared for this. Where do i even start? Well, this is not my first time staying away from home. I did that while I was completing my UG for three years and also my PG(but that was just for 4 months, thanks to covid). But why does it feel different now? Aren't I supposed to feel over the moon for starting my first ever job in a field that i really like?
I really wish I could understand this unsettling feeling.