Dear Diary,
"Yaar Geet ko Aditya bhi train chhutne par hi mila tha,
Isliye kuchh kaam galat hone do na."
~Amandeep Singh
Hii, I think I am healing now, I had a good sleep although I couldn't sleep till 2:30 am but woke up at 8:30 am.
I decided it as my resting day. I cooked breakfast for that I made dosa, I had one dosa and some watermelon and given no fuck to my dieting as my mental health is more important than anything else. I thought to go for a movie and watch Bhool bhulaiyaa alone as to enjoy my own company as I am not feeling I don't need anyone right now, but I was lazy for it, I spent all my day in bed, I slept for sometime in afternoon unknowingly and when I woke up there was still some saddening feeling Idk why then I called him and he answered and said he will call back in sometime but I was okay after that, he called after an hour later, 5 min conversation. I went to the gym, there 2 girls were playing they were around 6-8 years old maybe and they addressed me as aunty, I was like whyyyy?, do I look like one? Ofcourse not or maybe, I am 26 now but not that old yet haha, after gym I did attend 20 mins of dance class, later I cooked poori n aloo ki sabji as my brother was craving for it. After that I was lying and surfing and now I will be sleeping. It was just a non productive day but better than many days which I having few days back and yes yesterday at around 2 am that guy called, and I was irritated from him and I said that I don't think that he can be the one with whom I will like to spend my life but I said it's too early for saying this too but I feel so anyways I haven't talked to him much. Right now I don't want any person in my life. I want to have a lot of me time.
Okay diary, I am signing off now.
Good night