May 23, 2022

Today was a good day I am in a good mood right now, after so many days I talked to him although in an hour call, we  would have hardly spoken for even 15 mins and there was silence but still it felt relaxing maybe the presence matters. After that a small video chat and I noticed that he has shredded some fat and that too is clearly visible on his face, I am quite impressed as I was completely against it  when he told me about it but now from tomorrow I will also try it. And I was so motivated that I redeemed 5000 points from Paytm and purchased a subscription of cult fit and from tomorrow I will be practicing yoga and dance and anything else if I want.

Apart from that I was supposed to go out with Divya but I cancelled it last minute and rescheduled it for tomorrow. I was feeling lazy to study. 

And something is happening these days, someone from matrimony is texting and calling me I just talk to him sometimes to curb my lonliness thinking that it will help to  move on but at the same time I don't wanna give him any false hopes to him. He is good but it's not that automatic bonding which I had with Shikhar, with Shikhar there were no efforts required but here I don't feel that way and things are very complicated as my parents are waiting for the response of that Ranchi guy and here I have accepted the request and have initiated little conversation. But I have told him this thing and my father also know about him   let's see what density has stored for me. 

Apart from these, I need to study but I simply keep wasting my time.

But mood is quite good today.

Okay bye. Gn sd