Dear Diary,
its raining here today, rains are beautiful to some and frightening to some, some dance under it, and some curl up in sheets and wait for it to end. It's weird how same thing, brings out different emotions in everyone, some of love, some of longing, some of happiness, and some of dreed, some of sadness, some of grief.
but we don't choose these emotions, they choose us, the situations choose them for us, our lives choose them for us.
my friend - who used to jump and giggle in rain, run around corridors just to get a little of those droplets on her clothes, started hating it a few months later, it made her body tremble and her skin crawl, she wanted it to be over before it started - today told me she doesn't feel like that anymore, she feels at peace, and she is happy that she didn't get scared today.
maybe she will, tomorrow, maybe she will hate it again, but today she doesn't, today she is in peace with the dancing droplets and the roaring thunder.
and thats what matters.
what i am saying is, life can be shit sometimes, but that's okay, because once you come to peace with your rain, life will also show you pretty pretty rainbows <3