Dear Diary,
Hii,
I am very tired and sleepy right now, I want to write but also I don't want to.
Weird text exchange with him in the morning, I feel that the way I felt for him has changed alot suddenly maybe this is what he too wanted.
Went to the hospital it took almost whole day, then we came back and went to Marina beach, it's my 3rd visit to Chennai and what I love about Chennai is it's beaches and Medhu vada, I find it good because it has some different vibe unlike Goa and all, atleast people here aren't roaming semi naked or almost.
We spent 2 hrs in the evening there, was sitting and absorbing the calmness, appreciating the beauty of sea, and I can't do anything more than that because it was full moon today so there were high tides and when you go with darpok parents you aren't allowed to go in water, but amazing vibes, then I tried that ride, did horse riding too, it was an evening well spent.
Later I received messages and calls from some guy whose request I have accepted on the matrimony app, he wanted to talk but I said that I am available over texts only these days, I thought it can help to get a different mindset but I don't know what to do as I haven't received any answer from the guy I went to meet Ranchi so should I talk to this guy or wait for their response, Idk I don't want make anyone feel bad unnecessarily. And it still doesn't feel right to talk to someone new although I didn't had any proper conversation over chat too but this may help me,.
because it's full mooy