Dear Diary,
01/05/2022
I am traveling, right now I am in a train going to home from there I would be traveling again. Life is a mess.
I am tired, Physically, mentally. Idk how to deal with things, I feel helpless and weak, physically and mentally. Since morning, I was feeling uneasy, although I was smiling having a conversation with him. Maybe this was the last proper conversation we had, Idk what's stored for tomorrow, but I am sure he doesn't want me to meet anyone at this time I could sense it as he was saying don't go home, make some excuse etc. But I had no choice, atleast I was smiling and saw him smiling too after so many days. It was a good day. He asked me whether I will be able to talk to him from tomorrow or not, I said I will try, it will take some time to get detached as removing someone suddenly is going to give more pain We have accepted things but we need time to process it though. Alright I am feeling sleepy. Good night, I don't know what shocking news I will get tomorrow.
Good night