Dear Diary,
Hii, I was a idk what kind of day, I was crying almost half of the day. I went shopping although didn't bought much but I was tiring myself in the 42°C hot summer, walking on the roads. I am going to home tomorrow, thereafter I will have to go to Ranchi to meet some guy whom my parents have liked , I don't want to meet anyone right now but I don't have the choice, I was upset over that but in the evening my brother told that maybe my parents are planning engagement too and listening to this my heart was heavy, how could my parents can plan something like this without asking me afterall it's my life, and at this moment I am not ready for it, neither physically nor mentally and emotionally too. Even if I the guy turns out to be good, I need time for myself and then to know atleast a month or two. Even my brother told me if my parents pressurise me there don't get influence, stand for yourself otherwise just call me I will stand by your side. If my parents ask me for engagement or anything it's gonna be a no from my side, if they will force me I will fight with them but will not compromise, I am feeling sick, a kind of anxiety or idk what to say it, plus dizziness, feeling low, I have taken a painkiller so that I can sleep well.
Hope, nothing wrong happens to me.
Good night.