Dear Diary,
Hii,
I went out of the house after so many days, it was also to get little distracted from all of those things.
I finally said that you are definitely not the one whom I will choose as my partner to that guy , I was so relieved after that otherwise it was so suffocating for me. If I would have said yes by mistake too, I could have gone sick because of suffocating relationship. Finally.
In all of these, Shikhar is quite upset since yesterday he is too anxious, he is not even eating as he said, I know the feeling he is going through, I have also been through it or I can say that today I was fine otherwise it was same for me. But I never thought that our seperation will affect him so much or I don't know if he is making me fool I know he want space so I am giving it but I don't him to be like this, he is not even talking to me properly, so much have been changed in this one day. I have sent him a photo and pic of some injury saying that I got this cut today so that he will talk to me and I can help him out. He is so upset that I won't be a part of his life which he has imagined in all this time but his behaviour is upsetting me he is sad that because we won't be together but he is avoiding me so much like dude talk to me, cry, atleast vent out those things that are hurting you.
Anyways let's see what happens.