Dear Diary,
I can't take this pain anymore. I was so hopeful because of my appointment for today but at the end i went home dissapointed again. I feel so alone and there is no hope left in my soul. Now i just let it be if soething good will happen i will be grateful and surprised but if not..i am used to it but it will end up in a painic attack but i am sick and tired of trying and fighting.