Dear A,
I’m awake when I should be sleeping. Your memories flood into my head again. I awoke from a pleasant dream. It felt surreal. I could see your smile, smell your cologne, hear your voice like melting butter. I miss you. I wish I could see you one last time. Hug you one last time, hear your voice one last time, spend the day in between your arms and feel your warmth again. I want to say I love you and kiss you for the last time. Stop time if I could just for that moment and soak in these immense feelings. Feel your chest move as you breathe and hear your heartbeat. I miss you and I wish the dream went on. I wish the dream lasted a little longer. I wish you were still here. Still a part of my life so I can finally look you in your eyes and say I love you. I loved you since the very first day you asked me how my day was. I love you A and I’ll always love you