Dear Diary,
Thought for tonight, "Miracles start to happen when you give as much as energy to your dreams as much as you do to your fears".
Waiting for some miracle to happen.
I was little anxious the whole day, I could not figure out if I should go to Nagpur or not. But I think I will have to go. Apart from that, my parents are going to Jabalpur to visit the house and the boy to whom I have already rejected. It seems like my choice doesn't matter or what. What can I say when they are wasting money on wrong trips, I will never say yes to that guy.
And where I am interested they are showing no interest there. Well, I don't know how to resolve this situation, I am hoping for some miracle to happen.
The main reason for me been anxious is this only I think so. Apart from this that guy wants to talk to me although I am not feeling like talking to anyone and even when he has directly contacted me what if my father doesn't want to make alliance there.
Uff I hope and pray that atleast in this biggest event and change in my life atleast I should get what I want, this time I don't want to settle for something average like the past times, hopefully I want some miracle so that Shikhar and I could get together and good alliances can be formed between our families.
I still don't want to travel to Nagpur, it is also making me little anxious.
Hoping for a lot of positivity and calmness in my life and yes some Miracles too. Please God help.
~S.....