March 23, 2022

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Dear Diary,

Thought for tonight, "Miracles start to happen when you give as much as energy to your dreams as much as you do to your fears".


Waiting for some miracle to happen.


I was little anxious the whole day, I could not figure out if I should go to Nagpur or not. But I think I will have to go. Apart from that, my parents are going to Jabalpur to visit the house and the boy to whom I have already rejected. It seems like my choice doesn't matter or what. What can I say when they are wasting money on wrong trips, I will never say yes to that guy. 

And where I am interested they are showing no interest there. Well, I don't know how to resolve this situation, I am hoping for some miracle to happen.

The main reason for me been anxious is this only I think so. Apart from this that guy wants to talk to me although I am not feeling like talking to anyone and even when he has directly contacted me what if my father doesn't want to make alliance there.


Uff I hope and pray that atleast in this biggest event and change in my life atleast I should get what I want, this time I don't want to settle for something average like the past times, hopefully I want some miracle so that Shikhar and I could get together and good alliances can be formed between our families.

I still don't want to travel to Nagpur, it is also making me little anxious.


Hoping for a lot of positivity and calmness in my life and yes some Miracles too. Please God help.


~S.....


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CookieMar 24, 2022

Thanks :)

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BunnyMar 23, 2022

and honestly, if your parents think he is worthy of you....they are your parents and obviously want the best for you....then maybe there is something to this. With age comes more experience and with these experiences, wisdom. You just end up getting it, going what you go thru in life. Your parents know more than you. An while my famiy knows very little than me, of my past I wish I would have taken heed to some of their advice because where I am in my life now....how I would do anything to chnage it. I got nothing I wanted just heartahce, a mess, and the loss of anything I ever valued in my life....and I mean EVERYTHING....not one of my childhood dreams or wishes has come true all of my own fauly for not listening and making every wrong choice I could

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BunnyMar 23, 2022

If this guy is nice enough to talk and spend time with your parents, he is worthwhile at least getting to know. The men that care about you in life, are the ones who are interested enough to know EVERYTHING about you, and that includes your parents, everything. Trust me, I am in my fourties now. The best ones (men) have come and gone. I rejected them for someone who was more exciting, who would give me more. I only found less and less as the years went on from them. There was this boy, one who made arrangements behind my back with my parents, family, and friends for some of the biggest birthday celebrations I ever had. He was quiet thou most of the time. I thought there was a better more exciting man for me. When I was out and about he would be cleaning my grandparents car for them, with asking them for nothing in return ever, becuase he cared for me, he cared for them. This guy, who your parents travel to see, not many men want to get to know a woman that well, to sit around and meet with their parents. If he does, maybe this guy is a worthwhile one...at least give it a try....

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