Dear Diary,
Maybe it is because I have just realized that I have not lived the life I want.
Or maybe I have just realized that outthere there is someone I can trust enough to talk about anything, trust enough to express my feelings, trust enough to be everything I am.
Therefore I wish this relationship could end soon, happily. Marriage does not mean my life has ended.
At the end of the day, I still picture myself as a mom with kids, living with her lovely family. But not with you.