Dear Diary,
It's been sometime. I've been busy. I've been doing well I think. Today after sometime I made contact with S. I've had some trouble financially. Who else could I ask? It was a bad idea. He replied with a one liner. Sorry I'm rather broke now. I felt shitty. I hit super low. Desperate for soem help to get ne through this month only to be told sorry I can't Cos I'm broke. Is he really broke or did he just say so to chase me away?? Hmmm. He used to brag about all the money he made when we dated. Maybe he doubts that I'm in need. I have always been independent and never asked for anything. Would he think im using as an excuse to talk with him? I'm over thinking. Anyways his rejection. Today just gave me an idea. Seeking some of my shares so I can have fuel money for the rest of this month. Good night