Dear Andy,
My, was the dinner awful.
Not the food,the food was good. But the atmosphere was just- something
Ofc if the weird vibe was flame then call me a lighter :D
So I talked to my parents to take me to the astrologer because things have been spirituality strange (in a not-really-a-bad-thing-way). Then my dad started talking about my cousin who was highly superstitious.
One subject led to another and they start talking about how that cousin was still unmarried.
I said,"maybe arranged marriage isn't his thing, you two were arranged and look at what happened".
(It WAS a toxic relationship and I've been holding that thought in for SO LONG and it slipped out ).
My mom laughed but my dad looked like he was traumatized. He kept eating. But he was so silent.
I tried making small talk with him but... He looked like he was holding back tears. I knew I hurt him in some way. He probably hated me at that moment which felt like an hour for me.
Little later, he went outside to get some air.
I feel so bad...
I shouldn't have said anything...