Dear Diary,
I'm sick. So I got a few days off from work. Yay! Hopefully they're still paid.. I'm working on it. Anyway, I don't remember when was the last time my throat felt that raw and sore. Swallowing in the morning is the worst, so painful.
I want to do productive things on my days off. But I'm sick and tired, and the stand hasn't arrived yet. It's stuck at the border. Tonight I've been playing around with Furinno, trying to all kinds of positions to feel comfortable. I settled on one atm, but that might soon change.
I have thoughts of wanting to be a kid again. Turn back in time. To just be. No planning. No worrying. Just do whatever and live for the moment, not for tomorrow. That'd be nice. I guess I just crave that cozy, secure feeling I felt as a kid, that I don't think I've felt in a really long time.
How can I just be?