Dear Diary,
So my father and her mom are both very aggressive person. People compare me to them always in my family and laugh or make jokes about it.
I hate it very much .
But if I say the truth then yes I have the traits and I hate myself and feel guilty when I do something.
Today i striked a steel bottle on my sister's knees, because something annoyed me, I thought I hit slowly but that wasn't the case, she cried so hard. I don't feel good but I am not able to say sorry easily.it hurts being judged and acting just like they say I will .
I don't want to be like them.
God...