February 25, 2022

Dear Diary,

So my father and her mom are both very aggressive person. People compare me to them always in my family and laugh or make jokes about it.

I hate it very much .

But if I say the truth then yes I have the traits and I hate myself and feel guilty when I do something.

Today i striked a steel bottle on my sister's knees, because something annoyed me, I thought I hit slowly but that wasn't the case, she cried so hard. I don't feel good but I am not able to say sorry easily.it hurts being judged and acting just like they say I will .

I don't want to be like them.

God...