Dear God, am I in depression? Yes, maybe. Yesterday we haven't communicate with X in the evening and in the morning I ve wrote him as he said.
I don't want to disturb him and feel like I am.... Zero in his life.
Feel me so, so, unneeded... His commentaries with promises. God, You know how much I have promises. I hate it.
It is very dangerous. And... Being honest.
I want to stop it all.