February 10, 2022

Dear God, am I in depression? Yes, maybe. Yesterday we haven't communicate with X in the evening and in the morning I ve wrote him as he said.

I don't want to disturb him and feel like I am.... Zero in his life.

Feel me so, so, unneeded... His commentaries with promises. God, You know how much I have promises. I hate it.

It is very dangerous. And... Being honest.

I want to stop it all.