February 09, 2022

Dear God, I feel me so miserable. Like everything was stopped. I don't know what to do and where I can move. Feels like everything that I have for now in my life is incorrect.

I am so lost... I don't know what should I read, what should I watch. With whom to communicate. I feel me so frustrated...

I hvae so many tasks I must do but I don't. And also... I am very sad. Cos of... Oh, God. You know. Why. I am not perfect. I know that people can say like Look at Jesus. But I see very big quantity of problems in myself & my life. For right now. And in future.

God, I don't know how to solve it. Everything.

I don't know what to do with X. With M... With F. With S. And all these spheres. I feel me so sad and really frustrated cos I don't do so many things I should...