Dear JK,
I feel like a burden, I know my parents don't see me as one nor does my friends. No one sees me as a burden but I see myself as one. I know it's weird but I can't explain it. There are times when I feel like I am the problem or things would be easier if I didn't exist. Well it can't be changed now, my existence, it happened and now it can't be reversed. Even if you were reading this you will never understand what I am feeling. I think you are not capable of feeling emotions so strong and exhausting. Bcoz you have never been the burden you were always the apple of everyone's eye. You were always the golden child no the defective peice, like me.
And I was wrong when I thought I wouldn't have to see you for sometime. You're still everywhere
In my camera roll, In my mails, In my dreams, In my thoughts, In the music I listen, In the conversation with my friends, and most importantly In the sky we both look upon.
Sometimes when I look at the sky I think of you and honestly I don't think so lovingly coz afterall I could never bring myself to love u.
When you look at the sky do you think about me too?
But then again why would you :):
– YJ