Dear Diary,
I am upset with my partner.
He said something like his future seems bleak coz i asked my mother to make horlicks for my dad even though she was tired, instead of doing it myself. But she already told me to remind her. I also worked till 12 am yesterday to finish my assignment. And we never force our mom for anything. And then when i was angry he cut the call without saying goodnight. During such times I think i rather should just stay single for life. But i know the kind of person i am, i suck at being alone. I am needy. I want someone to love. It was ok when I had a social life. But with this work from home culture, being single just becomes so difficult.
Anyways, I had asked for his help in making my resume yesterday, but now I won't get his help it seems. But then what's the point of having a bf 😑 like i rarely ask for help and then also he won't do it. And by today i need to finish it, because there is one opening in one of my dream companies and they asked for resume urgently. But now i need to do it alone. So, yeah! If I don't get help for it then I don't need a partner.
I feel so sad I don't think I can work also. I am thinking of taking leave from work.
P.s. the fights gotten out of hands. I might just break up this time.
Regards,
Anne