Dear God, I has failed so bad. I can't say no to food. When they propose me. I hasn't said no. When I needed to.
They were judging me and was shouting at me for so bad.
Sorry, God. I am afraiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiid.
I wanted to be in chorus.
I wanted to be in digital evangelism.
I want to do so many stuff.
But I feel me blocked.
I has ate so many food.
I am judging myself.
God, I feel me bad.
I feel me unworthy.
My belly feels awful.
I has overate.
Who is this Edik?
Why the communication with Ark is so strange? Why You has gave me him?
What do You want for me?
I feel me really jelous of... D. His being in N.
God. I want to be protected by You.
I want to be under Your control.
I feel me fat and guilty.
Is today will be youth meeting?
What is going on in this church?
Why has You gave me this day?
God, I am terrified cos of...
That moment. About... M.
Thank You for [...]