December 4, 2021

 

Dear God, I has failed so bad. I can't say no to food. When they propose me. I hasn't said no. When I needed to.


They were judging me and was shouting at me for so bad.


Sorry, God. I am afraiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiid.


I wanted to be in chorus.

I wanted to be in digital evangelism.

I want to do so many stuff.

But I feel me blocked.

I has ate so many food.

I am judging myself.


God, I feel me bad.

I feel me unworthy.

My belly feels awful.

I has overate.


Who is this Edik?

Why the communication with Ark is so strange? Why You has gave me him?

What do You want for me?


I feel me really jelous of... D. His being in N.


God. I want to be protected by You.


I want to be under Your control.


I feel me fat and guilty.

Is today will be youth meeting?

What is going on in this church?

Why has You gave me this day?


God, I am terrified cos of...

That moment. About... M.


Thank You for [...]

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