Dear Diary, I don't know what to say about this. Today I just know that my brothers got COVID-19. And everyone in that house in quarantine maybe about 7-14 days.
I'm not happy for this. Even they done something that I hate, never visit me when my little girl was sick (she got high fever).
I already volunteered to my mom that I would buy food ingredients to that house. But my mom said there's plenty of food in the fridge.
But, what the sad feeling is, my sister (who wrote hating status about me on WhatsApp) told me that I need to buy protection tools such as mask, glove, cup and plate immediately. It sound like I must go bought that item just because I'm the only one who free from quarantine. No please word. Hurmm... Yeah I will go to the store and buy it for them. But why they treat me like this. When my daughter was sick, no one except my mom call me about her. No one go to my house and check if I can handle it alone without husband (my hubby work in ship)
At the same day my cat not feeling well, so I need to call my sister for help. Surprisingly she want to charge me for that help. Of course I will give her money, but to mention it on that emergency time is unreasonable. I'm her eldest sister, but feeling alone without visit from them.
And now, they really need help. But please treat me like I'm their sister. I would help them even my heart still feeling sick after what they have done to me. Use the word please.
Three days I'm crying and thinking why they do something means to me. So I step out far from them. Do my own life with my little princess. And I'm happy and try to forget what happened. But now, I feel like am I a maid for that family? When I need them, why they always told me that they was very busy. But now why I can't said the same thing. Yeah, I also busy my daughter's class. And my gym class. But why they don't understand me?
Maybe God listen to me. Hopefully I can help them from my deepest heart.