Dear Mr. Diary,
It's been a while. I've been enjoying being outside my dorm. I somehow love being able to go for a training and enjoy other places.
You know what, I also felt so sad. Whenever I go out, I felt so ashamed coz I'm only staying on my friend's house.
I wish I am privileged though, so I don't need to stay on someone else's house and feel sorry for being a burden to both financially and and a risk on their health.
I always wanted to feel the true freedom and normal life. That I don't need to do things to support my own. I wish my life was different.
I'm kinda tired to be honest. I am always jealous. I wish I am happy too.
Thank you for listening Mr diary.
-nobody.