January 09, 2022, A terrible day

Dear Diary,

Worst thing, In middle of productivity needed days, today since morning, like SINCE MORNING. I tried to fix one fucking problem with ionic navigation for tod note page. Worst thing is,  i could not solve with any jugaad and i may have to just alter that feature now...

Javascript is bad, ionic is bad. One cannot keep up with breaking change and investing time every year into migrations :( :(. It's really exhausting, i have had to spend so many hours just on migration, this is not productive at all. 

There are so many things that need my attention right now and I am stuck with these stupid problems which are actually bugs of the framework itself. 

I am so frustrated. The weekend is over again, only wrote in the resolution list that i would do more excercise, havent really gone for jogging for more than a month. No meditation also :(. Have been eating unhealthy junk too. 

Have no clue about life, what am i doing, why i am doing. 

And the other thing that is disturbing me is the erotic dream i had today, i cant get it out of my head, i'll write to you in private. 

I need to close the laptop and maybe go for a walk. 

Bye.