Dear Diary, I realized that I have lived my life thinking what other people think about me than my own perspective. For example, even when I achieve small goal, I tended to think it’s not big deal comparing to others. BEFORE I PROUD OF THE ACHIEVEMENT FOR MYSELF.
And I realized when my mom being silent angrily, i am directly affected. But I don’t have to. I don’t have to feel deeply down. If I should, it’s not because of my mom but because of the reason why she being like that.