December 12, 2021

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Dear Diary,

I have gone through the days of surprises, happiness, sadness, unluckiness and so on. I feel like my life is so empty. There are many people around me but it feels like I'm alone. It suddenly raining outside. The God might have known that I wanted to cry but I can't. So he let the clouds to cry. I know it's really an amazing thing to overcome everything alone. But sometimes I really want someone to be in my side. Saying "it's okay." I controlled my feelings so far. I controlled my thoughts so far. In order not to get hurt. But sometimes hearing the heartbreaking words from our loved ones breaks my heart so much. Even I controlled my emotions and feelings. My eyes won't control not to let any tears out. I feel like the home where I'm living with my family not really feels like my home. I want to build a home under an ocean. So calm. So silent. So alone. Like how my heart felt right now.

Rberry✓

Dec 12, 2021 · 29 views

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A free BirdDec 13, 2021

Isn't it strange, we all are alone in between the crowd. I have the same feelings..bt i want a home in between the forest..not under the ocean.

Daily QuotesDec 12, 2021

We all struggle through life. God knows I struggled. We all have good days every once in a while and we all have bad days every once in a while. Sometimes we succeed and learn from them, and something we fail and don't learn from them. Sometimes we feel happy, and sometimes we feel sad, Sometimes we feel love, and sometimes we feel hatred, but that's just how life is, that is until we change it, until we change the patterns we used to follow in the past to such an extent they followed us into the present. These patterns we follow shape who we are, these patterns we follow shape our lives. So the idea is to change these patterns. The idea is to start anew, to have a fresh start, the idea is to find new patterns that will prevent these patterns of negative thoughts, emotions, and beliefs we have and replace them with positive ones. The idea is not just to give our lives a chance, to make them better, but to give ourselves a chance, to make ourselves better. Don't tell me you can't do it, because there's millions who've done it, there's millions who've already done it before you and there'll be millions more. Why live in a negative state of mine when you can live in a positive state of mind? Why choose suffering, why cause suffering in your life, when you can choose and cause joy in your life? Life's a very beautiful gift that's been given to us, a marvelous one, but to realize this, to realize of the true beauty of life, you've to see life, you've to see life through the eyes of joy and not through the eyes of suffering. Stay blessed, dear soul not just for today, but for a lifetime.

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