Love_to_be_psycho_😘's Dear Diary

I hit a stalemate with my wife. She acknowledges what happened. Doesn't want to understand my feelings. I took my wedding band off. Hard to wear a broken circle of trust and commitment. I'll bury myself under a facade of happiness for the kids, wait

Another Saturday of napping, hoping for the good dreams rather than nightmares of my wife cheating on me.

It would also be nice to make a friendship but it's painfully awkward for me. I have trouble sharing my feelings and end up being an open ear every time.

My wife cheated on me over a year ago. Won't talk about it. Gets angry when I try to fix things with her but she wants to pretend we have a perfect marriage on Facebook. We talk like friends but we are no longer lovers. Very hard not having kisses, h

My dreams are better than the life I live. I rather sleep all day than be awake without friends and with a spouse who no longer loves me.

Dear Diary, And finally iits my bday ...i am happy about that...my loved ones planned for me a lot and i just loved me...feels good that everyone loves me... But one thing will always hurt me that ki the person whom I love... will not love me....a

Dear Diary, First note of this year.... It's neither a happy note nor a sad note..it's a normal my wish,my desires note🌝 From past 2yrs i had faced lot of things and learned lot of things...and just learned and excecuted lot of things in my li

Dear Diary, Last day of the year!!! Everyone have different plans of welcoming new year....I too thought of celebrating it with my friends just a thought...but my poor luck ...it's not possible yaar.... something should happen in my messy life...al

Dear Diary, It's been after a long time I am writing a note...it's not that I was busy but ...since from past 1month i have not communicated nicely with anyone...and i feel ki it's ok not to communicate ... Because somewhat I was ok with my life...

Dear Diary, Good morning... writing a diary at early morning it's 7:20am right now...so basically I woke up around 6'o clock to study and I was feeling good that finally I am back to my schedule...and suddenly I was scrolling my Instagram and I was

Dear Diary, Why this to me always I don't understand....I always do things for others at the end they will be happy....but wbme....shall I be sad .... I get scoldings...I too feel bad ... Don't I have feelings...

Dear Diary, In this durga puja...I just wish ki early morning what I wished to mother nature should be fulfilled...I really feel alone and bad please grant my wish god....🥺 This is the 1st durga puja I am not with my family...I am missing them so

Dear Diary, So yesterday my new semester started...and I am in final year of UG ...so happy for that.... I have one thing that I want degree within 3yrs...so that I can fulfill my deeds in mba in healthcare management... So when I bid this colleg

Dear Diary, May be I don't surround with that much people but that one person I have who is there with me with no bad intention no mean nothing... always tolerate me.... I m so happy na I can't express...may he should all his dreams come true whic

Dear Diary, I feel sometimes very bad ...the person I love very badly... don't overcome trust in me...but it's fine he needs time and thinking to understand it...but I feel very bad when he becomes moody to me😔....and makes me feel ki he don't lov

Dear Diary, 1st call by him🥰 I was so happy....though he have did normal call .... But for me....it was so special....🥰I can't express my happiness

Dear Diary, Within few days...he have become this important to me...since it's 1 month we met but at one sight I have seen him and started liking him...and on 23 aug I confessed my feelings...but it was not a rejection...as he is not on that path..

Dear Diary, Today I finally realised that ki in this except ur family u should never do extra care of anyone..that to only one sided....bcoz no one deserves...n never show goodness ... Nothing is gonna work😒😒I really realised this today...n I m go

Dear Diary, Today may be my days are not going well...but one fine day my days are gonna awesome...as my life is set to new beginning aldready..still I am not that much ok..but I keep myself chilled so...I feel alone sometimes...but it's fine 😇I w

Dear Diary, Please yaar make my life normal... Please send someone who will always support me🥺not leave me alone for a second 😔 I don't know what's happening with me😔