Hey Diary, I was doing really well in this morning. I ate a banana which I drew a face on it last night for breakfast. I don’t want to eat much these days actually. I assume it’s because of milk. I consume a mug or milk or two everyday for a month or two.
But I ended up with wasting this Saturday due to loooooooong nap. I dont remember when was the exact time I started nap but I am guessing it was 2 or so. My little sister came home at 5:30 so I woke up little bit but go back into my bed. And continued to sleep till seven or so.
Why? Because I don’t have any purpose. I have no idea how to spend my day, my life. I was thinking that run a gallery is too hard. Harder than run a caffe I guess. Gallery need to be situated somewhere easy to come. Like near sightseeing city or famous station. It costs very expensive. I am not good at math and calculating money, I think it’s very difficult dream to me to achieve. Hemmmmmmm
Fortunately, my gummy bear mold will come tomorrow. So I can start to make fake gummy bears with my new idea that is to use hot glue. I can borrow glue gun from my dad so I can continue my street art project with smaller budget. I’m glad that I came up this way before I purchase expensive uv resin and uv light machine.
Oh and I will get three of Lynda Barry’s books!! I’m so excited.
See how my mind ignores about job search. My mind ignores reality and my future because it’s stressful.
Today I felt not good so listened to foo fighters and so on. I love Rock music. They helps me to relax.