Dear Diary, I’m feeling anxious this morning. Probably it’s because of the emails i should write. I have two or three. Um it’s not difficult thing to do. No special skill is required. I know but I just don’t want. This kind of task lessen my will power so efficiently. feeling down a bit.

And I’m having class today. only one class. after that, I should write emails.

Next thing i want to write is about today’s dream. I had an odd one last night. I was blamed for not replying back the text messages. but I have never texted to him. He looked being high. but he’s not person like that in real life. Anyways he blamed me as a liar. I was sad and ashamed. I lost not a few of friends by not replying.

How can I write emails without being overwhelmed and stressed?

I hate phone call too.

Why I can’t do such a small things like others do as if it’s same as breathing.

Hmmmm I gatta go thanks for listening my ramble my diary.

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